SONG RANDOM. But I was listening to it when I wrote this and its one of my favorite JB songs lol [21] ----------------- [joes Pov] I ignored the message and just closed my phone. I looked out the window and saw the hotel. Finally a bed. We all got out and Kevin went to go get the rooms. Nick was sitting with Jocelyn trying to talk to her but she was obviously ignoring him. I rolled my eyes and sat far away from them fidgeting with my phone. "ok so. This is the dilemma." Kevin began. "we only have 2 rooms." "ok. And." nick began. "well I dont know how Jocelyn feels about sharing a room with a boy." he turned over to look at her. "I dont care." she said from under her hood. She looked like she was crying. "you wanna share with me?" nick offered. "whatever." Kevin shrugged and handed the key to nick. "guess its just you and me Joseph." I got up and followed Kevin to our room. Unfortunately for me both of our rooms were connected through a living room type thing. I still cant get over these hotels. They were amazing. I got into our room and set my stuff on my bed. Kevin did the same and set down his guitar case. "you excited for later?" he asked me. "uh. Sure." "ok. Somethings up." he said sitting on his bed and focusing his attention on me. "nope." I said ignoring him while I dug through my bag. "yes. You are usually stoked for shows. And youve just been so quietly lately. Its creepy." "whatever." I really didnt want to hear it right now "why dont you talk to her?" I looked up and turned to face him. "because she wont listen." I simply said. "I wouldnt blame her." "excuse me?" I said glaring at him. "you didnt tell her did you?" "what are you talking about." "you didnt tell her we were leaving for tour like you Said you would. What did you say to her?" he looked at me sternly. I knew I had to tell him. I sighed and sat down. "I didnt tell her." I said quietly looking down at my feet. "you didnt tell her?" "no. I said I couldnt do our relationship any more and left." "oh joe. You messed up big time." he really wasnt helping. "I know ok! I know. And Ive paid for it. Believe me. All I wanna do is just go back to before." and I did. thats all I wanted. Kevin go up and rested his hands on my shoulder. "then do it." he patted my back and left the room. He was right. Stinking older brother. [JoJos POV] I walked into the room, set my bags down, grabbed my teddy bear and crawled into the bed. I faced the window and looked at the new York scenery. I sighed and felt nick sit on the other side of the bed. "dont you want to go for a walk?" he was nice to offer but I just shook my head no. "wanna explore the hotel." no again. I heard him sigh and get up from the bed. "Im gonna look around. Call me if you need anything." I nodded and heard him close the door behind him. I have 4 months of this. Everyday all day. I sighed when I realized what I got myself into. I cuddled with my teddy bear and drifted off to sleep. I woke up to the sound of knocking on my door. I got up and saw the clock. Wow Ive been out for an hour. It must be nick. Knowing him he forgot his key. He began to knock again and this time I was kind of annoyed. "Im coming. Im coming." I opened the door surprised to see Joe. "you ok? I tried coming in through the living room but it was locked. I got worried so I came around." "uh. Yeah Im fine." what is he doing here. "look goober we have to talk." I sighed but nodded in agreement. I moved over so he could come in. he walked passed me awkwardly and I went to lay in my bed again. He sat in nicks and there was a loud silence. "look..." he began. "Im sorry. Ok. Im sorry for leaving and not telling you why. Im sorry for not calling and Im sorry for breaking your heart. thats the last thing Ive ever wanted to do. And you know that." sure. ------------------ Ok Im stopping there and I know Im mean. lol sorry guys that I havent posted. Right now I dont know how to breathe right now with school. Lol and Im going to bamboozle left this year again! Whoooo! Its gonna be amazing! But I heard demi is doing the one in NJ hopefully she does the one in Cali. Hahaha THANKS FOR READING! TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!