So here's the scoop...MAJOR ISSUES TODAY. But I felt obligated to post something just to let you all know that I'm still alive haha. I know I said I'd make a video as soon as I got over this awful cold, but i've had it for so long I just decided to make one anyway. No, I can't sing any louder at the moment...my range and voice are a bit traumatized. Also, my hands decided to kinda do their own thing today...so the timings pretty much all over the place. I'm sorry! But anyway, I wrote this song about a year and a half ago. It's not one of my best, but it's all I could manage today due to my momentary incompetence hah. Also, it's not really finished...I plan to throw a bridge in their somewhere. Still I'd love to know what you think. Thanks! Elena Lyrics: Its not easy standing still Watching your decay Can you hear my voice at all Or are you numb already? The life you live is far from pretty Youre no white knight Youre just the stable boy Who couldnt find his sword The garden store doesnt sell What you are looking for Potted daisies, yellow pansies Really arent your style One more time, just one last time Is what you always say But let me tell you now Addiction doesnt work that way Here Take my hand Let me show you an alternative escape Here Though theres darkness and an uphill climb In you I believe So throw your lighter in a lake And never let me go I can be your spark tonight Dont breathe your lies It makes me sick to see Summer fade from your eyes And all thats left in me Is running dry I cant fight Here Take my hand Let me show you an alternative escape Here Though theres darkness and an uphill climb In you I believe So throw your lighter in a lake And never let me go I can be your spark tonight