it when the guilt starts settlin in i'm so sick and tired of watching everyone but me climbin up their mountains while i'm begging in the streets, im begging look at me it feels like i've raced 1000 miles just to look down and see my feet bruised and battered runnin' round in circles with the starting line mocking me i'm so sick and tired of watching everyone but me claim their first place ribbons while i'm tied down to the street i'm getting nowhere i'm getting no help i'm getting ...