Music, lyrics, video editing and all instruments by Rafael Gazzi; Vocals by Julia Brossard This is another video in my series of Youtube collaborations. I wrote this song back in 2002 and always wanted to make a decent recording of it. After listening to Julia's channel I was really motivated to work on the song. I was glad that she was up for the collab and we hope you guys like the final result!!! You can see and hear more from Julia at: http://youtube.com/juliajulay You can check more from me at: http://www.myspace.com/rafaelgazzi ____________________________________ Missing you... Missing you... Concrete thoughts and sorrow dreams Wondering how to melt the ice My heart is frozen like the coldest mountain You can't find a human alive I'm tired of this losing streak This heartache I can't hide Sun hasn't shined for me For a very long time -CHORUS- Cuz you are in the depth of my thoughts In everyone I see I'm chained to my heart Trapped underneath And I look up to the sky Thoughts can't flow to the stars I never felt so lonely Why is everyone so far? I ask myself.... I don't understand Now all I need is a shoulder friend Insider of my private war Apocalypse lives on my heart My deepest thoughts have scars The unbreakable wall is falling apart My heart starts to cry Spilling red blood from my veins You ain't no royalty ain't no blue blood Why you keep driving me insane (-CHORUS-) You make me feel like a lonely bird flying high You make me lose my breath Just to think you are alive I get myself imagining Afraid of how it could end Will I ever touch your lips? Afraid of having you only as a friend, only as a friend You've made some mistakes That I can't leave behind You've became a living part of me A doubtless felling inside You are my reason to laugh You are my reason to cry You keep playing this foolish game While I think about you the whole night... ...more than ever