www.myspace.com/brandonveemusicpage He sittin at the edge of the world And he tries to speak out but never finds the words Tears stream down on the side of his cheek And he tries to keep it down cuz his brothers asleep No one really knows all the pain he holds The more he suppresses it the more it grows Hated every morning waking up for school Funny All he wanted was someone to talk to No superhero but he felt invisible No 1 ever payed em any mind thats a ritual Never really felt alive inside And You could tell when you looked in his eyes All alone Sits at home Writing in pad All the thoughts he had Self esteem getting lower Call em atlas the way he carries the weight of the world on his shoulders Invisible the situation is critical Anger and frustration he keeps it to a minimal its get harder and harder becoming a martyr a victim of karma or just caught in the drama This is my dissertation To everything i'm facing The world is ever changing I can't keep up Goin to sleep hungry runnin out money 6'3 already down a buck 20 Ive been jobless for 8 months Promised to make funds The pressure is overloaded sometimes i wanna run Give up hope On everything that i wrote I'm at the end of my rope a few seconds from turnin to psycho Sometimes I reminisce the many scholarships That i chose to dismiss The choices i lve with I try not get caught with all what ifs cuz what if i squeezed the trigger on that gun that i gripped and got what i wished you wouldnt be hearing this I'd be doin concerts pac and notorious cant refuse that im hip hop I've sacrificed all i got Just to see ya head bop To instrumentals i would rock My life is like black hole concrete rose no rain fall its all sick of the same old Frustration Sittin on jobs waiting ARs throwin and tossin my demo tapes I cant take it Write it down and erase it i dont want people knowin what im facin Its the life i chose the untold story for those Who always wondered but didnt know