one of the 10 songs off of the new Apocalyptica 7th symphony soundtrack Lyrics below: (He's a large and ugly monster, headless on my back This urgent haste in my head Materialized in this dark hole world No one can help me there I know this pain has gone too far The fear is now so loud Kill a child I'm trying to protect myself Against your old controlled hate Pollution of mind filled all the space and destroyed my light At least mine were never allowed The hardest thing for me is Facing the fear I live No one can help me now It's under my heart I'll come to know he living My demons are inside I'll bring them all to light I wanted to hate i wanted to die I wanted to see you sacrificed I had to deal with the fear you gave me but you F***ing never tryed to help me I was lealous i was scared Nobody ever replaced my pain To say im not evil, to tell im not bad Too late - I'm lost in human nature Leave me be set me free Leave me be Set me free The heardest thing for me is Facing the fear i live No one can help me now It's under my heart I'll come to know the living My demons are inside I'll bring them all to light Unexpected yet expected, emerged from the dark i come to life Take everything if you give my horse its head You know me, you fear me, Always me knocking at your door, always around insulted, disrespected, return to the dark into this life fill the hole, it swallows You know me, you fear me, You know the hardest thing for me is facing the fear i live No one can help me ...